What It Feels Like.

I am on my last legs, emotionally. I am drained and lonely. I have had to reevaluate so much in my life lately and it has caused me to close up. Thank goodness I have my family or I'd literally have very few people I trust. Trust is such a funny thing. You can love someone just the same but be wary with your trust. This is an issue I have, have had it for years now. I am working on it but not succeeding today. I am trying. I am praying. I am trying to stay calm and focus on this beautiful life growing inside of me. I am relying on the fact that God will not give me more than I can handle and what He gives me He will equip me for. But today...I miss the way things used to be.



So this is what if feels like to walk the wilderness
and this is what if feels like to come undone
So this is what if feels like to loose my confidence
unsure of anything or anyone
So this is what if feels like to walk the desert sand
and this is what if feels like to hear my name
and to be scared to death cause I'm all alone
but feel love and peace just the same
And this may not be the road I would choose for me
but it still feels right somehow
And I have never felt you as close to me as I do right now
So this is what if feels like to be led
So this is what if feels like to have it fall apart
to be totally unglued
and find out if I accept my brokenness
I get more of me, I get all of you
If this is what if feels like to be on shaky ground
Careful of every step I take
Realizing as I stop to look around
I look around and see everything a different way
and this may not be the road I would choose for me
but it still feels right somehow
cause I have never felt you as close to me as I do right now
So this is what if feels like to be led
and this is what if feels like to be led
So this is what if feels like to just walk away
from everything I thought kept me safe
to depend just on you for every meal
and find it's better this way
oh it's better this way
And this may not be the road I would choose for me
but it still feels right somehow
And I have never felt you as close to me as I do right now
like i do right now
And this may not be the road I would choose for me
but it still feels right somehow
And I have never felt you as close to me as I do right now
And this is what if feels like to be led
And this is what if feels like to be led
And this is what if feels like
-What It Feels Like by FFH