I'll Love You Forever...

I was up last night for the first long middle of the night stretch in at least 6 months. (Thanks Babywise and Laura! :)) Save a kid being sick or teething, my kids go to bed around 7:30 and sleep until 8 am. Last night was an off night, though. Trace is teething and he has a hard time staying asleep. He wakes himself up, cries for 10 minutes or so then falls back to sleep. He'll do this three or four times a night. I have this particular cry memorized by now. He doesn't need anything, he just is cutting teeth. Usually I'm the only one whom is woken up by this pattern, but not last night. Trace was having a particularly rough night and was up from 2:30 until 3:30. As I just got him settled back down, I hear the dreaded wall thump from Rory's room. She's awake. I sat quietly in the living, praying she'd stop and go back to sleep. But all bets were off when she began singing to her stuffed animals at the top of her lungs. Long story short, at 3:45 am I was in Rory's room with her and my eyes didn't shut until after 6 this morning. Just another Manic Thursday...

One of the books I read Rory in the middle of the night was "I'll Love You Forever" by Robert Munsch. Well there's a quick way to slap the frustration out of a mom. As I cried my way through this book last night with my daughter snuggled against me and the Christmas tree glowing, I was reminded how truly blessed I am. I don't usually take my babies for granted but last night I did. I was so tired and worn out. But this little story reminded me so beautifully of all that I have to be thankful for.

I'll Love You Forever by Robert Munsch

A mother held her new baby and very slowly rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And while she held him, she sang:

I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always,
As long as I'm living
my baby you'll be.



The baby grew. He grew and he grew and he grew. He grew until he was two years old, and he ran all around the house. He pulled all the books off the shelves. He pulled all the food out of the refrigerator and he took his mother's watch and flushed it down the toilet. Sometimes his mother would say, "this kid is driving me CRAZY!"



But at night time, when that two-year-old was quiet, she opened the door to his room, crawled across the floor, looked up over the side of his bed; and if he was really asleep she picked him up and rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. While she rocked him she sang:

I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always,
As long as I'm living
my baby you'll be.



The little boy grew. He grew and he grew and he grew. He grew until he was nine years old. And he never wanted to come in for dinner, he never wanted to take a bath, and when grandma visited he always said bad words. Sometimes his mother wanted to sell him to the zoo!

But at night time, when he was asleep, the mother quietly opened the door to his room, crawled across the floor and looked up over the side of the bed. If he was really asleep, she picked up that nine-year-old boy and rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And while she rocked him she sang:

I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always,
As long as I'm living
my baby you'll be.

The boy grew. He grew and he grew and he grew. He grew until he was a teenager. He had strange friends and he wore strange clothes and he listened to strange music. Sometimes the mother felt like she was in a zoo!

But at night time, when that teenager was asleep, the mother opened the door to his room, crawled across the floor and looked up over the side of the bed. If he was really asleep she picked up that great big boy and rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. While she rocked him she sang:

I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always,
As long as I'm living
my baby you'll be.

That teenager grew. He grew and he grew and he grew. He grew until he was a grown-up man. He left home and got a house across town. But sometimes on dark nights the mother got into her car and drove across town. If all the lights in her son's house were out, she opened his bedroom window, crawled across the floor, and looked up over the side of his bed. If that great big man was really asleep she picked him up and rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And while she rocked him she sang:

I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always,
As long as I'm living
my baby you'll be.

Well, that mother, she got older. She got older and older and older. One day she called up her son and said, "You'd better come see me because I'm very old and sick." So her son came to see her. When he came in the door she tried to sing the song. She sang:

I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always...
But she couldn't finish because she was too old and sick. The son went to his mother. He picked her up and rocked her back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And he sang this song:

I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always,
As long as I'm living
my Mommy you'll be.

When the son came home that night, he stood for a long time at the top of the stairs. Then he went into the room where his very new baby daughter was sleeping. He picked her up in his arms and very slowly rocked her back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And while he rocked her he sang:

I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always,
As long as I'm living
my baby you'll be.